lucky or not?

hari ni, ade dua org yg tetiba muncul lam hidup aku an army staff and a cute soldier boy
that boy is senior, he hell me!
aku tak tau nak classify untung ke tidak
 dengan hadirnya makhluk ALLAH ni.

indirectly, aku tetiba rase feymes jugak hari ni.
 semua duk pandang aku je.

i dun really like this situation
as i learnt from my mistakes,
and i always keep doing it
.unluckily, here, we'll be punished on our mistakes.

thus, when people start to know me,
 the chance for me to do mistakes is lesser.

but, it's toooooooooo early to judge either i'm lucky or not.

any improvement, update later.

hope everything will going well..

that's all..

thank you.